Article by site founder, Connie Rice
Saul in Acts 9 was on his way to Damascus to arrest those who followed “The Way” (those who believed in Jesus as the Messiah promised by God through the prophets). More on this description can be found in the article, “From ’The Way’ to ‘Christian’: Early Church Identity Explained” by David H Mercer for “Bible Study Toolbox”. Paul thought he was following God’s will. However, when Jesus appeared to him and said, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me? It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’ [King James Version uses the word “pricks”). In that time period, a long stick with an attached iron point was used to motivate oxen to move or change directions. The article, “What Does it Mean to Kick Against the Pricks?”, by “Got Questions” explains the cultural background behind the phrase. Quoting from that article: “Jesus took control of Paul and let him know his rebellion against God was a losing battle. Paul’s actions were as senseless as an ox kicking ‘against the goads’. Paul had passion and sincerity in his fight against Christianity, but he was not heading in the direction God wanted him to go. Jesus was going to goad (‘direct’ or ‘steer’) Paul in the right direction.” Saul (who Jesus renamed Paul) later describes this encounter with Jesus to King Agrippa in Acts 26:
“Indeed, I myself thought I must do many things contrary to the name of Jesus of Nazareth. This I also did in Jerusalem, and many of the saints I shut up in prison, having received authority from the chief priests; and when they were put to death, I cast my vote against them. And I punished them often in every synagogue and compelled them to blaspheme; and being exceedingly enraged against them, I persecuted them even to foreign cities. While thus occupied, as I journeyed to Damascus with authority and commission from the chief priests, at midday, O king, along the road I saw a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, shining around me and those who journeyed with me. And when we all had fallen to the ground, I heard a voice speaking to me and saying in the Hebrew language, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me? It is hard for you to kick against the goad’s’. So I said, ‘Who are You, Lord?’ And He said, ‘I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. But rise and stand on your feet; for I have appeared to you for this purpose, to make you a minister and a witness both of the things which you have seen and of the things which I will yet reveal to you. I will deliver you from the Jewish people, as well as from the Gentiles, to whom I now send you, to open their eyes, in order to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and an inheritance among those who are sanctified by faith in Me’.”
Acts 26:9-18
This account reveals to us that even if our intentions are honorable in following God, we may still misunderstand and end up going against Him and/or His plan. It is necessary first, for us to know God’s Word very well, making it a priority to read and study it continually because this is how God chose to reveal Himself to us. Saul (later Paul) was well-versed in the Old Testament Scriptures, yet still misunderstood God’s plan, resulting in him working against it. When Jesus appeared to him, Jesus corrected Saul’s faulty understanding, gave him a new name (Paul), and gave him a mission. The result was life-transforming to Paul, who became the greatest missionary in history. He spent the rest of his life, despite numerous dangerous trials, in sharing the truth of Jesus as Savior to both Jews and Gentiles. Although the Bible does not give an account of any of the apostle’s deaths, In 2nd Timothy Chapter 3, it seemed that Paul believed his death to be imminent. The article, “Was Paul Beheaded in Rome?” by Sean McDowell after research he did for his book, ”The Fate of the Apostles”, reveals that according to early Christian accounts, it was traditionally believed that Paul was ordered to be beheaded by Emperor Nero. Although the book of Acts is the only place where the term “goads” (or “pricks”) is used, we see another instance of someone whose intention was to follow Jesus, but whose actions brought a strong rebuke from Jesus. The passage from Matthew below reveals how Jesus went from saying that Peter was blessed because he was hearing from God and promises that Peter will be the rock upon which He will build His church to rebuking Peter for being influenced by Satan.
“When Jesus came into the region of Caesarea Philippi, He asked His disciples, saying, ‘Who do men say that I, the Son of Man, am’? So they said, ‘Some say John the Baptist, some Elijah, and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.’ He said to them, ‘But who do you say that I am?’ Simon Peter answered and said, ‘You are the Christ, the Son of the living God’. Jesus answered and said to him, ‘Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven. And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it. And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven’. Then He commanded His disciples that they should tell no one that He was Jesus the Christ. From that time Jesus began to show to His disciples that He must go to Jerusalem, and suffer many things from the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised the third day. Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him, saying, ’Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You’! But He turned and said to Peter, ‘Get behind Me, Satan! You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men’.”
Matthew 16:13-23
This reveals that we need to be very careful – that we can love Jesus and be totally surrendered to Him, but that we can still be influenced to say or do things that are in opposition to God’s plan. I have personal experience with this. It was clear that God had put me in a particular situation, so when things became more difficult, I thought that I needed to lean on Him, do my best to balance things, and persevere. God allowed me to become injured, which He used to ultimately change the situation. It took a year for me to realize that He had actually been prompting me to take a different path, but that I was not trusting Him – so He changed it for me. I was quite surprised when the Lord revealed this to me, but repented and asked for forgiveness. Within a few months, God opened up opportunities for me that would help to restore the cognitive damage resulting from my injuries, which then allowed me to continue to serve Him in ministry. Jesus was bold in His rebukes, yet patiently and graciously restored both Saul and Peter, using them in mighty ways for the Kingdom work He had planned for each of them. As Paul later said:
“But in all things we commend ourselves as ministers of God: in much patience, in tribulations, in needs, in distresses, in stripes, in imprisonments, in tumults, in labors, in sleeplessness, in fastings; by purity, by knowledge, by longsuffering, by kindness, by the Holy Spirit, by sincere love, by the word of truth, by the power of God, by the armor of righteousness on the right hand and on the left, by honor and dishonor, by evil report and good report; as deceivers, and yet true; as unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and behold we live; as chastened, and yet not killed; as sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things.”
2 Corinthians 6:4-10
Jesus not only uses the trials of this life to strengthen and humble us, but even uses our failures – not to condemn us, but to restore and prepare us to accomplish His plan for our lives. May we always choose to partner with Him in the process, even as it can be painful, knowing that His plan is better than anything we can figure out on our own. It leads to experiencing His incredible peace, purpose, and yes – even joy – in the midst of life’s struggles. God’s plan is always best, but we need to not only spend time with Him in His Word and surrender our lives to Him – we also need to spend enough time in humble, reflective prayer to make sure we properly understand the direction He would have for us to go. We don’t want to give Satan a foothold in our mind or allow our own or the world’s wisdom to influence our decisions along the way, and take the chance that we, like Saul (later Paul), are found to be “kicking against the goads” or influenced by Satan to react impulsively like Peter. I’m so thankful for the Lord’s love, mercy, patience, gentleness, grace, and wisdom as well as the gift of the Holy Spirit whose efforts guide and empower us to experience God fully while still in this broken world. I’m also thankful for the hope of eternity with Him in heaven where there will be no pain, death, sickness, or evil when my time on earth comes to an end. To God be the glory!
© Constance Rice 2026


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